Today is the 6th day after i left KEM SRI LEDANG...For your information i was given cuti due to eye infection + allergy. I really felt sorry for my friends in the camp...sorry for leaving you guys without saying goodbye...i was in a hurry to leave and at the same time you all were having latihan navigasi in the dewan makan...i wasn't able to get there coz the dewan makan was too far away...really sorry guys...i promised to come back before CNY but i think i will break this promise...
I really miss u guys lo...you all really brought strength and comfort to me throughout those tough training...Pei Kheng, Ru Peng jie jie, Syn In, Yi Wen, Ah Chie, IVY jie jie please do take care ya ^^
I missed my Christian Class so much although in the beginning Pei Kheng and i was complaining that this class was so boring...but after i came back from camp i finally found that this class was a great class...although there's only 3 girls, 8 boys and Mr. Kumar in this class but the grace of GOD had shone brightly on each and everyone of us...and days after days miracles started to happen among us...i was really touched when IVY jie jie called me that evening and told me all the miraculous things that happened that night...I was so glad but sad as well bcoz i wasn't there to share those happy and memorable moments with u guys =(
I really want to thank GOD for this wonderful Christian Class and Friends...although all of us came from different kompeni but our relationship became closer day after day...we started to care for one another...in the begining everyone was so quiet and we sat so far away from one another but as day passed laughter and joy started to arise from this class and we began to sit closely together like a family...boys and girls began to share the stories of their life with confident and faith...I know that this class was a gift from GOD...it had build up my spiritual life and i finally found the peace and joy that i was searching long ago in GOD...
Thank you father Jesus for everything...there's one night in camp i was really afraid and terrified...all that i had in my mind was YOU,JESUS...i know at that moment no one can help me as everyone was in the same situation as me...i really went blank and without second thoughts i started to pray in tongues...that night was really a terrible night...i thank you JESUS for your accompany throughout that night...i don't know whether it was a dream or is it real...but i really saw JESUS sitting on my bed that night...thats the first night in my life i slept with the HOLY BIBLE and JESUS...I finally know how much JESUS love me...this is the first time i'm expiriencing this but thank you JESUS for teaching me to depend on you in my future journey of life...i will always remember this ^^
I learn to love its because YOU taught me to do so...
我们
爱,
因神先
爱我们
心在坚强也不要独自飞翔
只要微笑,
只要原谅,
有你
爱的地方就是天堂
~赞美之泉 stream of praise~