Little Honey Bee

Beginning of 2011!!!

2011-01-06T22:04:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! I'm still in holiday mood but classes will begin on next monday...so sad lo...goodbye to my long holiday =( The next long holiday will be after AS exam...haiz this's how life is about

There will be 2 big exam in this year...can i handle it both??? Seriously i don't know...GOD i need your guidance...what should i do after A levels??? should i continue pursuing my dream to be a doctor? or should i change my ambition to be a dentist, physiotherapist, pharmacist...or whatever in the medical field??? After being rejected by JPA and matriks...my self-confidence had drop to a level that make me feel like giving up my dream...

Sometimes it makes me feel that i am a person that fill with failures...whatever i wish to achieve, i always fail to get it...i thought with my spm result i would be able to get into matriks but in the end i didn't get it as well. But sometimes all these failure made me realise GOD has another plan for me...HE doesn't want me to walk the path i wanted...because HE has a better plan for me out there in this world =)

The end of 2010

2010-12-31T21:39:00.008+08:00

Today is the last day of 2010...it had been a while since i last updated this blog so today i shall do some updating haha =) Many things happened throughout this whole year...but nevertheless all of these that happened, had left a sweet memories in my life. Some pictures below will do the saying...

July 2010...

I took my first step into Sunway College Johor Bahru. Maybe GOD had a better plan for me here, but seriously i didn't regret coming to sunway JB. I get to know a bunch of friends and lecturers who brought colours into my life

~Friends from A levels July 10

~This will be the time when Mr. Chau gonna leave us..

~December 2010

The most exciting event was Dance For Good Health, Peace & Joy 2010 with Niels Poulsen...My aunts had been planning for this event since the begining of the year and with GOD grace everything turn out well...This is the 6th years we had been organizing this event hope that people that came enjoyed themeselves =)

~My aunts with Niels Poulsen

~see the crowd and guess how many people haha

Last but not least, this year we didn't have any christmas party ,as everyone was away...so we just had a warm and cozy christmas dinner at George and Dragon...The food there was awesome =)

So 2010 is coming to an end...but i really hope that time just stop here because i really don't know what will happen at 2011...may GOD guide us in everything we do =)

A Trip to Kota Kinabalu

2010-04-23T11:12:00.018+08:00

From the 19th-22nd 0f April we had a wonderful trip with the Johor Tourist Guides to Kota Kinabalu. This was the most amazing trip i experienced in my life. Kota Kinabalu is a very nice place which brought us close to nature.

The first day, we went to the Lok Kawi wild life park as the Johor tourist Guides and Sabah tourist guides were having their CTRE course. I attended that course as well. Through this course we get to know different types of wild life which were conserved in this park.

~Borneo elephants

~eldest aunt with the elephants

~6th aunt with the elephants (actually we were trying to a picture of an elephant coming out of the pond.... but that elephant didn't want to come out...tooo bad )

~cute little sun bear =)

~Probosis monkey: its a strange type of monkey with a long nose found mainly in Sarawak. Little probosis monkeys will pull their father's nose if they haven't prepare to have new brothers and sisters. Isn't it strange for animals to know family planning haha =)

~Horse

~lazy clouded leopard still sleeping...zzzzz

2nd day

The sun rises around 5.30am in Sabah...around 6.30 am the sun was already shining brightly through the windows...its an indication for us to wake up. After breakfast 2 of my aunts, uncle and 5 other tourist guides were going to conquer Mount Kinabalu. That day their target was to reach the half way house at Laban Rata. The remaining members including my sis, eldest aunt and i we went to the Sabah tea plantation, Poring, Canopy Walk and etc. On the way to Poring (Hot Spring) we saw a sign on the road saying theres a Rafflesia in full bloom. Without hesitation, we went down to explore.

~Rafflesia in full bloom. We were very lucky as Rafflsia flower will bloom for 7 days only and that day was the 4th day.

~Buds of the Rafflesia flower. Wheter they will bloom a not...its all depands on the host. This is a parasitic plant.

3rd day

This is the day where all the climbers were going to continue their way up to the summit of Mount Kinabalu. The good news is.... they managed to reached the peak. Congratulations to all the 8 climbers. I'm really proud of them especially my aunts and uncle =)

~Mount Kinabalu.

~This my 6th aunt who had successfuly arrived at the peak of Mount Kinabalu. I'm really proud of her =) Its really not easy for a person who is afraid of high, darkness and cold to climb to the top of Mount Kinabalu.

Last Day

The Johor and Sabah tourist guides continue with thier CTRE course at the heritage walk. This time i didn't join them...so i accompanied my 6th aunt and sis at the coffee shope. In the coffee shop we had a good talk with our friendly tourist guide from Sabah -James. He is really a knowledgeable person...he shared a lot of things with us. Thank U uncle James for sharing all your precious knowledge with us. This was really a fruitful trip for all of us including the Johor tourist guides. Next time will be my turn to climb Mount Kinabalu haha =)

Its April...

2010-04-12T13:36:00.008+08:00

Time passed and now i have already enter the month of April...It's almost 1 month since i left Kem Sri Ledang. But telling the truth...i do really miss all my friends and jurulatih in Kem Sri Ledang. Although i don't really miss the Kem but i do miss those peoples there...strange isn't it haha =)

some memory to refresh back....

~this picture doesn't seems clear...but its a picture of our big family "Kompeni Bravo"

~Pebarisan Kenaikan Pangkat

~Wirawati Kompeni Bravo

~Wirawati of PW3...this are all my dorm mates =) I LOVE U ALL

~These are my friends who will always be there to give me support when i want to give up... cheer me up when i was sad...care for me when i was sick....hold me up when i fell down and continue to text me although we had separated for a month. They are my true friends which i will miss and treasure them forever =) Friendship Forever yea

~Bravo Chinese Girls

~Preparing for 'Flying Fox' =) This is my favourite activity out of so many kinds...begining i was quite afraid but after taking my first step i felt that there isn't anything for me to be afraid of coz it was amazingly fun...some of my friends were screaming and yielding throughout the whole journey but for me i was smilling from the begining till the end haha =)

fourth and fifth day of Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor

2010-03-26T20:50:00.004+08:00

4th day

Yesterday morning we went to the A&E department. An medical assitant gave us some briefing about this depatment. This department was very big and it was divided into 3 zone...zon merah(krital), zon kuning(separa kritikal), zon hijau(non-kritikal). In the begining, zon merah have 1 patient only...this patient fainted because of hypotension. zon kuning and hijau have a few patients too. After that, the medical assitant took us in to the minor operation theater. There was another medical assitant stiching a man's head, but we were so unlucky, the minute we stepped into the minor OT, the stiching procedure had ended...haiii. The medical assitant incharge took us around the A&E department and at the same time explained to us the purpose and funtion of different rooms. After explainig, he gave us time to explore this department.

We went straight into the minor OT and we were lucky this time to observe a stiching procedure on an uncle's toes. This uncle met with an accident when he was ridding his motor. His toes was seriously injured...the flesh on his toes were like going to tear off...we can even see his METATARSALS!!!! I know its quite disgusting...2 of my group members went pale after seeing this procedure.

In the afternoon, my group went to the male medical department ward at Block D. These wards were crowded with patients of different sicknesses such as hypertension, diabetes, AIDS, H1N1, etc....In ward D4, there was a HDU room where coma patients have to depend on machine to respirate were placed. There was a patient whose heart suddenly fail to pump...all HO and MO rushed into this room to ressucitate that patient...after failing using CPR, the doctors uses a defibrillator and they succeeded this time. I was lucky to be inside and have the chance to observe the whole procedure.

At night, as i said before, i was on call at the A&E department again. More intresting patients came in during this time. So sad to see an uncle who suffered from cardiac arrest died on the spot when all the doctors failed to ressucitate him. Before i went back there was a baby ammited but its already 10 pm and mummy was waiting for me so i missed out that cases...but according to my friends they said that baby also died on the spot...haiii really sad to hear about it :'(

5th day

Today our program startted earlier then usual. After gathering at the PGMC we headed to the Forensic Department...its a really really long journey to this departmet. When people hear about forensic department...they will automatically know that what's in this department right????A supervisor gave us a short briefing about this department. Actually there's nothing much here... just DEAD BODIES!!!! so everyone should know how does a mortuary smells like right???

Firstly, the supervisor took us to a room where fresh dead bodies are placed. In this room, there a refrigerator where the baby corpses were placed. After explaining, the supervisor let us have a view of the dead bodies. There's a dead foetus on the trolley as well....so poor thing this small little foetus doesn't even have a chance to come into this world :'( Later on we went to the back where the big huge refrigerators for the adult corpses were placed. The supervisor even open the refrigerators for us to observe....DON'T EVER BREATH AT THIS SECTION!!!!! We saw a corpse who was burnt by fire...and another one was a suicide case. After that we were brought into the post-mortem rooms for MO and specialist respectively.

This program ended with a taklimat by Dr. Izam. That's what the whole program is about.

third day of Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor

2010-03-24T21:41:00.003+08:00

Today is our third day in HSAJB. Our program started at 9.00am, so after gathering at the PGMC, we headed to the O&G department. Actually there's nothing much at the O&G clinic because today is just for obstetric patients, so sister Hanunaa took us to the labour room which located at the same floor as the operation theater. The surrounding of the labour room was very nice and it was all air conditioned haha ^^

Today was one of my luckiest day...when we were in the labour room...i managed to obeserve the whole process of a mother giving birth to a baby. Wow, that was really a rare chance because we were not supposed to enter the labour room haha ^^I have no regrets today hehe

After that the sister took us to the O&G ward. Firstly we went to the gynaecology ward. This ward consist of patients who have problems regarding female reproductive system. After listening to the sister explaination, we walked around and trried to attach to some houseman and monash medical students. Same as the last two days they told us how miserable life they went through during their housemanship period...everyone of them will mentioned about the 36 hours non stop working...but in conclusion today's doctors gave a lot of encouragement for us to study this field.

After lunch we went to the post -natal and anti-natal ward. The anti-natal ward is for patients who just delivered their babies....there were so many patients here. The post -natal ward is for patients who are suffering from diabetes, high blood pressure and other sickness when they are still in their pregnancy stage. In this ward there were many houseman...so we can freely attached to any one of them. Me and 3 other friends attached to Dr. Hussna. She explained a lot of things about the patients and she even thought us how to examine and write reports about the patients when doing rounds in the ward.

Conclusion: today was an exciting and intresting day...tmr i will be going to the trauma(A&E) department and the medical department...and tmr i will be on call at the A&E department as well till 10 pm ^^

second day of Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Sebagai Seorang Doktor

2010-03-23T22:23:00.003+08:00

Today is our second day in HSA under the program mentioned above. So today we went to the surgical department. We went to the Surgical Clinic at around 9am and waited for the sister incharge to come...while waiting a supervisor took us around to explore the surrounding of the surgical clinic...he even took us in to a small operation theater to see the process of endoskopik... the surgeon was quite friendly inside....he allowed us to observe while he was carrying out the minor op.

After that, sister Anchom took us to visit the female surgical ward, male surgical ward and paeds surgical ward. We spent most of our time at the paeds surgical ward playing at chatting with the babies and mothers.

Hmm.....don't feel like writing much here today...quite tired lo....another 3 more days to go haha
...so tmr my group will be going to the O & G department and the forensic ward...i wonder why there are wards in the forensic department...tmr i will find out about it haha

got to go....GOD BLESS

first day of Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor

2010-03-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

So as it is mentioned above, today i went for this program under the JPA scholarship at Hospital Sultanah Aminah. Mum send me there around 8.30 am. I thought i was early but i was totaly wrong about it...i was being placed in Kumpulan 4.

The program started with a brief talk from Dr. Izan, Timbalan Pengarah Klinikal of HSAJB, after that Pn.Salmah our ketua penyelaras organized us into our groups. After choosing our ketua and penolong ketua, we followed the sister who incharge of Urology department to the Urology Clinic situated at the 3rd floor of the polyclinic builing. In the clinic we are like flower vases observing the medical officer carried out their job. Try to imagine 14 people squeezing into a small room. We were like blocking the patients, doctors and nurses road...but what to do we can't go any where...thats the only place where we suppose to be...

Some doctors told us that its not easy being a doctor. They said that we have to sacrifice all our time when we become a doctor...there isn't any free life being a doctor as they have to work for 36 hours non-stop during the houseman period. (helo, we are here for encouragement la and why are these doctors trying to discourage us) In the clinic we even get a chance to see the doctors carried out there examination...although its quite boring there but we gain a lot of information from the doctors.

After lunch at the cafeteria,we headed to the Urology male ward at east 5. But some of there suggested to go to the Urology female ward as well...so we were splitted into 2 groups each containig 7 people. My groups members and i headed to the female ward ar east 2, there are altogether 6 patient for the urology department...as there are quite few amounts of patients so these patients have to share the same ward as the surgical patients...seriously its really boring in this ward haha ^^ . So we decided to return to the male ward...there are 11 patients in this ward...we were lucky to see Dr.Pradeep carrying out a procedure (dressing a patient's wound). After that we were allowed to enter the isolation room...there was a patient here, he had to be isolated because he's a chemo patient so have to isolated from bacteria and viruses.

Time passed slowly here...we walked here and there around the ward and distubing the doctors as well hehe ^^ after that we went home at 5pm.

So our first day had ended here...tmr we will have a day at the surgical department. And the worst thing is i have to go oncall like a real doctor at the A&E (trauma department) on thursday night. Well, this is the life i choosen to walk through in the future...so i guess i have to sacrifice my whole life to this field ^^

Christian Class in Kem Sri Ledang

2010-03-14T20:48:00.004+08:00

This is a picture taken during our last christian class in Kem Sri Ledang. Although this class contain only 14 members and a teacher but this class is the only thing that i was looking forward during my tough life in PLKN. I really want to thank GOD for giving me this wonderful class and all these christian and catholic friends in PLKN : )

I would like to share a real testimony here with everyone...after returning back to camp on the 16/2/2010 my eye problem came back and it became worse after the kembara halangan activities. Both of my eyes were very sweollen,pain and itchy...i really don't know what should i do at that very moment...i wonder should i tell my jurulatih about my eyes problem...but i was afraid that i would be send home again...although its good to be at home but i promised myself no matter what happend to me i will definitely complete this PLKN before going home...I prayed every night and asked GOD to heal me. As it is written in the BIBLE...whoever called out to HIM, he will get healed. One thursday night, during our christian class, Mr Kumar noticed about my eye problem and he promised to pray for me after our fellowship...That night was the most wonderful and peaceful night i ever had in my life....i really can feel the HOLY SPIRIT filled me when Mr Kumar and my friends prayed for me...i was really touched and almost cried but i hold back my tears....After that night, miracles really happened on the next day. The redness in my eyes had reduce and my eyes weren'r swollen anymore...i was really glad ^^

From that day onwards, i told myself i should trust and have faith in GOD...things that are impossible to happen in our eyes is possible in HIS name because HE is a living GOD ^^

SPM result

2010-03-11T21:54:00.002+08:00

SPM result was finally out this morning ^^

I really want to thank GOD for giving me this result...although there a little dissapointment in my BIO but i should be thankful for what GOD had given me right now. So this result will be the begining of my new life...my future, my dream...i will go for it...

Finally i can sleep peacefuly tonight without any worries after lacking of sleep for about 2 weeks since the kawad competition ^^

The END of PLKN life ^^

2010-03-09T21:17:00.011+08:00

9th March is the day that I will remember for the rest of my life

This morning everyone in PW 3 woke up early to get ready for morning perbarisan tamat latihan. Most of us didn't get enough sleep coz last night makan malam ended quite late but everyone managed to woke up haha. At the padang kawad, towards the end of the pebarisan when the music BILA DIRI DISAYANGI was played everyone of us embrace each other and sheld tears. I really didn't expected that i will cry but in the end tears still rolled down my eyes...OMG damn embarassing lo haha ^^

To all my PLKN friends...although now we are separated but our friendship and the sweet memories that we shared together will always be in my heart...you all are the best friends that i ever had...Take care everyone and all the best to you all ^^

Memories...

*Last Kawad ^^

*Friends Forever

*Phei Kheng and Me

*Our last PT 10

*Duty during hari lawatan keluarga

*My best friends: Phei Kheng, Syn In, Yi Wen

*Syn In and Me

*Bravo Chinese Girls

Life in Kem Sri Ledang

2010-02-13T13:44:00.007+08:00

Just a short updates about my life in Kem Sri Ledang

~Me and my kompeni gangs after latihan kawad

~Flag for Kompeni Bravo...thats my kompeni haha ^^

~Rakit and Kayak

~Wirawati of Kem Sri Ledang

我们爱让世界不一样

2010-02-10T21:33:00.004+08:00

你和我是天父爱的创造

每个人有最美的梦想

一路上彼此照亮扶持拥抱

我们的爱让世界不一样

你和我是天父爱的创造

每个人有最美的梦想

一路上彼此照亮扶持拥抱

我们的爱让世界不一样

我们爱因神先爱我们

虽你我不一样

我们一路唱走往祝福的方向

我们爱因神先爱我们

心在坚强也不要独自飞翔

只要微笑只要原谅

有你爱的地方就是天堂

最珍贵的角落

2010-02-09T23:40:00.003+08:00

谢谢你灿烂笑容
照亮我的天空
谢谢你分享心情
把我放在你心中
夜里有时为寒冷
你我生根同暖土
友情是最亮的星
我的生命从此美丽
当你被花朵包围尽情欢欣
我带春风使你舞其中
当你正走在坎坷路
我会伴你在左右
一起向蓝天欢呼
向白云招手
我们要一起笑一起哭
千万人中
有个人懂我
你有最珍贵的角落

~I love this song very much, thank you JESUS for giving me this precious cornenr~

7 more days of MC !!!

2010-02-04T11:28:00.004+08:00

Today is the 6th day after i left KEM SRI LEDANG...For your information i was given cuti due to eye infection + allergy. I really felt sorry for my friends in the camp...sorry for leaving you guys without saying goodbye...i was in a hurry to leave and at the same time you all were having latihan navigasi in the dewan makan...i wasn't able to get there coz the dewan makan was too far away...really sorry guys...i promised to come back before CNY but i think i will break this promise...

I really miss u guys lo...you all really brought strength and comfort to me throughout those tough training...Pei Kheng, Ru Peng jie jie, Syn In, Yi Wen, Ah Chie, IVY jie jie please do take care ya ^^

I missed my Christian Class so much although in the beginning Pei Kheng and i was complaining that this class was so boring...but after i came back from camp i finally found that this class was a great class...although there's only 3 girls, 8 boys and Mr. Kumar in this class but the grace of GOD had shone brightly on each and everyone of us...and days after days miracles started to happen among us...i was really touched when IVY jie jie called me that evening and told me all the miraculous things that happened that night...I was so glad but sad as well bcoz i wasn't there to share those happy and memorable moments with u guys =(

I really want to thank GOD for this wonderful Christian Class and Friends...although all of us came from different kompeni but our relationship became closer day after day...we started to care for one another...in the begining everyone was so quiet and we sat so far away from one another but as day passed laughter and joy started to arise from this class and we began to sit closely together like a family...boys and girls began to share the stories of their life with confident and faith...I know that this class was a gift from GOD...it had build up my spiritual life and i finally found the peace and joy that i was searching long ago in GOD...

Thank you father Jesus for everything...there's one night in camp i was really afraid and terrified...all that i had in my mind was YOU,JESUS...i know at that moment no one can help me as everyone was in the same situation as me...i really went blank and without second thoughts i started to pray in tongues...that night was really a terrible night...i thank you JESUS for your accompany throughout that night...i don't know whether it was a dream or is it real...but i really saw JESUS sitting on my bed that night...thats the first night in my life i slept with the HOLY BIBLE and JESUS...I finally know how much JESUS love me...this is the first time i'm expiriencing this but thank you JESUS for teaching me to depend on you in my future journey of life...i will always remember this ^^

I learn to love its because YOU taught me to do so...

我们爱，

因神先爱我们

心在坚强也不要独自飞翔

只要微笑，

只要原谅，

有你爱的地方就是天堂

~赞美之泉 stream of praise~

i miss 5 science 1 2009 !!!!

2010-01-31T23:12:00.004+08:00

When i was in camp.... i really miss the old days i had together with 5 science 1....
When i was lonely.... the memories i had with the 5 science 1 gangs had brought me some comfort and strength.

I really miss u all...

I'm finally back....home sweet home ^^

2010-01-30T13:41:00.004+08:00

Yippy...as mentioned above i'm finally back form my NS camp...Jesus had finally reply my prayers...but i'm back with eye problems....hopefully can get longer cuti from the camp ^^

Its almost 1 month i had been surviving in Kem Sri Ledang...and yesterday with a great surprise from GOD...i was released from "jail" so now its time for me to make a short summary of my life in camp.

For the first few weeks i really can't get used to the life there...sometimes at night i even shield tears under my blankie...after that tough period i started to get used to the surrouding day by day.

I don't know what's happening in other camps but all that i know my camp is seriously strict...every morning we need to wake up at 5.30 am to have our bath after that first roll call will be at 6.15 am follow by senaman at 6.30 am ....after breakfast at 7.30 am we have to change into our baju kelas before rushing for the second roll call at 8.30 am after that at 9.00 am we will have our character building class, this class will last for 3 and a half hours(i was fishing in the class for most of the time haha but this class had finally ended yeaterday)

In the afternoon....after lunch at 12.30 pm we non muslim got a chance to have some rest before our physical training and kawad at 2.30 pm...this is where our time past slowly under the hot sun with our baju loreng....at 4.30 pm physical training and kawad had finally ended and we will have a short tea break...after that we have to change into our baju PT for riadah at 5.30 pm.... after radiah its time for dinner at 6.30 pm

At night....around 9.00pm will still have some night activities such as some tayangan video or taklimat (i was fishing for most of the time as well)...after supper at 10.30 pm we will have our last roll call before entering our dreamland at 11.30 pm....

My life in camp is really busy...we don't even have time to sleep...i'm seriously tired....but GOD finally brought me home to have some rest ^^

The first day of 2010 but its the last day for me to be here!!!

2010-01-01T21:15:00.004+08:00

Hmm....time do really passed and tmr will be the day i'll be entering my national service camp... whats my feeling now...its hard for me to express...should i say nervous, afraid, happy (neh...couldn't be)....

So today its my last day here and its a 3 long months time before i will reappear here again...I pray that everyone will stay happy and healty for the year 2010...as for me I prayed that GOD will guide me in every steps I made and never leave me in every moments of my life in camp...

~Blessed New Year to everyone~

Merry Christmas!!!

2009-12-23T20:42:00.009+08:00

Hmm....tomorrow is Christmas Eve already, so i think its time for me to do my job that i promised Jie...

*Little Santa Claus wishing everyone a Blessed Christmas!!!

*Our Christmas Tree

*Some presents under the christmas tree...Jie try to spot your present bah^^

*This is daddy's christmas hamper...now it's fully wrapped up (Jie did u notice your santa claus had loss its nose haha....not my fault ah)

*After we unwrapped it....it turned up to be like that haha^^

*Jie....i know u will like these....but too bad....we finished up 1 bottle within less than half an hour haha ^^

That's all for the time being...the turkey will be served either tomorrow or during christmas day...but you have a picture of it right...

~Merry Christmas to everyone~

The end of my high school life >.<

2009-12-08T21:35:00.004+08:00

After struggling for 3 weeks of SPM examination....finally spm had come to a fullstop. What we had done is a past....so now lets focus on the things that are ahead of us.

So spm had finally passed and that was also the end of my high school life...after the month of December i will be heading for my National Service camp at Tangkak....i will gonna miss everything here in Johor Bahru and start my new life in Kem Sri Ledang.... I shall commit the following months of my life in GOD's hand...there's nothing that i can do right now but just to have faith in HIM >.<

I'm quite tired now....i don't know whether it's because now i finally can put down the burden that i kept deep within my heart...after chemistry paper 3 while i was heading home...suddenly a terrible headache attacked me....i think its the stress that accumulated throught out spm haha
Although spm was over but my gastritis problem seems to be worsen...hopefuly it won't develop into peptic ulcer....wish me luck bah >.<

Christmas is coming soon....and i'm looking forward to it ^^ Since i was young until now i still love the christmas atmosphere...i love seeing those christmas tree that are lighted up with little glowing lights and decorated with colourful decorattion....But this year i won't be celebrating christmas with Jie...so sad...Haiii Jie the next time we meet will be Chinese New Year bah...don't miss me ok haha ^^

26th of November

2009-11-25T22:12:00.005+08:00

This is the day that i will remember throughout my life...

For about 6 years grandma had left us...everything that happened 6 years ago still appear vividly in my mind...

I will never forgive myself for turning away when u opened your eyes to see the world for the last time. I didn't think so much at that moment...all i want is just to let u have a good rest but i didn't know that u left me just like that...i shouldn't have turned away....i really cried my heart out everytime i thought of u...although u broke the promise we made together but i will still work hard to make this promise a reality...

I Love U forever , GRANDMA !!!!

Stress before SPM...

2009-11-12T20:54:00.003+08:00

Next Wednesday spm will be begin...i keep telling myself to hang on and be strong to face this examination...and i really have to do it....although i really can't stand all this stress anymore but i believe that GOD will continue to give me strength.

Do you all know that stress really can change a person? I really can feel the changes in me... hopefully i'm not facing depression haha. This is the last week before spm and why are u doing this to me? Seriously i'm really tired but my mind keep on thinking of spm....what will happen to me if i don't get good result? Will my future vanished if i don't get good result? All these questions will keep on appearing in my mind...and i seriously going crazy thinking all of these.

I became more emo, moody this few days. I just trying to be happy and nonchalant in front of my family members but seriously my inner soul wasn't doing so. Jie...did u experience all this before your spm....i think u did right....thats why sometimes u were moody and u ignored me...Jie i finally know how u feel....really sorry for so not understanding last time.

But i will try my best to sit for this examination...if i can get good result hopefully i will get into matric....if not maybe i will be doing faundation in science in Aimst, Kedah before doing medicine...coz i really don't want to waste 2 years in Form 6...so thats the only choice >.<

Jia you....MELISSA u can do it.... GOD is always by your side >.<

The Greatest Love....

2009-10-17T21:17:00.003+08:00

The greatest love that i experience in my life is the love from GOD...this love is a wonderful love which cannot be replace by any other people loves towards me....even my parents love will not be as great as that because HE is the one who holds my hand and bring me into this world... if GOD doesn't love me why would HE bring me into this world?

People will start to wonder why am i saying this...actually the things that i wanted to say is that although we can't see HIM or touch HIM but HE really do love everyone of us.

I was really stressed and tired recently...but one day when i was experiencing stress again GOD touched me through sister weiwan. At that very moment, tears started to roll down my eyes... i suddenly feel that GOD is really by my side...HE never leave me a single step...and the most important thing is HE LOVES ME. He passed HIS message through sister weiwan who gave me encouragement to be strong. Every single words that weiwan shared with me through MSN seriously touched me a lot. Thank you sis... I feel that i'm really foolish...trusting things that are temporary and maybe not even true at all and neglecting the thruth....come on MELISSA....wake up.....

All i want to share is that whenever we faced with difficulties in life, try to turn to GOD, seek guidance from HIM, and lastly follow and trust whatever HE said.

'GOD Loves Everyone of us...'

Spm is coming soon....

2009-10-07T21:16:00.003+08:00

Another 42 more days to go, the days left before spm are getting lesser, lesser and lesser....spm will be coming real soon. Am i prepared for this examination?? I seriously don't know... Stress and pressure level in me are increasing day by day...My headache and gastritis problems are getting worst day by day....what should i do???

7 days a week, 24 hours a day...will it be enough for me to do my last revision before spm??? I really very afraid of this exam as it will determine my future...i really want to follow Jie's footsteps but the problem is i'm not as smart as she is :(

I can't stand it anymore.....

2009-09-30T20:37:00.005+08:00

God....please tell me what should i do? I really can't stand it anymore....and i really wonder how long would i survive???? Maybe i'm too weak and sensitive with everything that are happening around me...but what should i do...should i just ignore everything and pretend nothing happened? But how can i ignore it? I'm not dead...i'm really frustrated now. I even vent all my frustration on a poor little volly ball during PJ lessons hahaha...thats what Chua taught me to do ^^ but my hands are seriously painfull after doing that....so i think that is not a good idea...hmmm

Everyone including family members and friends told me to forget and ignore everythings that happened but i really can't do it....whenever i think about it...tears will start to roll down from my eyes....i really hate myself for going through all this...but i have no choice as all this are already written in the book of life. But none of you have been through this....no one will understand what i feel right now....only God knows. What do he want somemore....i really don't have the intention to compare my marks with him....all i want is to acheive all A's in my trial exam...but why do he still want to compare with me....he is already so smart and intelligent and defeating me in most of the subjects....isn't that enough?? Or you want me to die in front of you and vanish in this world only you will be satisfied??

Be strong....be strong....this is the word that i keep reminding myself....but can i do it? I really don't know...God please help me....

Family gathering ^^

2009-09-21T23:27:00.011+08:00

I had abundant this blog for a long long time...so its time to update ^^

Last friday night Jie finally came back from Penang....daddy and i went to pick her up at the airport....both of us were dozzing off while waiting for jie...^^

Since jie is back...we had a family gathering at a nearby korean restaurant. Too bad mummy had missed all the good foods haha. Here are some pictures we took during the dinner.

*Makan time

*Jie...you better eat as much as u can or else when you go back to Penang you will not have the chance to eat all this good food again ^^

*After dinner it was chit chat time and we even had free yakult drink from the restaurant owner

Its time to say goodbye

2009-07-31T21:22:00.003+08:00

2 weeks had passed and 'TOMORROW' you will be going back to Penang once again....

Seriously i really enjoyed this 2 weeks with your presence....you had brought back the laugther and joyful atmosphere to our house....But why can't time just stop right here? i really don't like the feeling of sending you off....we have been together for 17 years and i think thats why i'm reluctant to let you go.....still remember the times where we used to fight, quarelled, and bully each other when we were young and thats is where our relationship had build....

Goodbye....JIE.....and do take care ya....don't let the 'Charlie' stink you ok ^^

'HUGZ HUGZ '

i can't wait for that day to come ^^

2009-07-05T20:44:00.003+08:00

Another two more weeks ......... just another TWO more weeks ..... youwill be back....wohoo i'm sooo happy and eager to welcome you home once again ^^ Maybe i will be asleep when you reach home...but wake me up anytime okkk ^^I know....you can't wait to come home right? Be patient la...two weeks will just pass by with a blink of our eyes hahaha

hm....but you will be back for only TWO weeks....TWO weeks later you will be leaving again... haiii and i'm gonna miss you AGAIN......

When you come back...you must drive me wherever i want to go okkk.... coz its a long time since you drove...haha maybe you have forgotten how to drive...but i don't care ^^

And good luck for your coming exam... Jia you oh JIE!!!

mixed feeling....

2009-06-30T21:10:00.004+08:00

Just received the NS result....the message wrote tahniah!!! I was wondering whether i should be happy or sad... Maybe GOD has a wonderful plan for me by giving me this result.... i promised to take this result as a blessing from YOU and i really did it....and right now i just have to say Thank You Father Jesus for giving me this ^^

And you...sis...one word to describe you...bad bad bad...
When the moment you know that i selected for NS.....you were laughing so happily and histerically. OH MY GOD how can you do this to your sis :'( but its ok....just laugh as much as you can..i won't mind as long as you are happy...everything its fine with me. Really miss your laughter la.... hahaha ^^

So now i guess....i just need to study really hard to achieve good result in my SPM examination.... so that my dream will come true with the guideness of GOD>

my doggies ^^

2009-06-11T10:20:00.012+08:00

Jie this post is specially made for u...u said that u missed the doggies at home so i will post some current pictures for u ya ^^

*Jaya (still healthy and active as usual)

*Putih (our little princess)

*Your favourite dou dou (sorry dou dou is camera shy hahahaha)

*Brown Brown (very obedient dog)

*Blackie (naughty and greedy as usual)

puppies^^

2009-06-09T22:40:00.004+08:00

*This are some pictures of my little puppies ....

June Holidays

2009-06-09T21:25:00.003+08:00

I haven't been blogging for a long long time....since i'm quite free this school holidays so i'll post some intresting things that happend during this June holidays.

Friday 5/6/09

Woke up around 4.30am to have my breakfast before heading for the airport. Around 5.30am 5th aunt and her husband came to pick us up. After that, my eldest aunt and i waited at the departure hall as our boarding time was 6.45am...oh man we were damn early haha. The plane was late it came at around 7 am.....i was so excited coz i will be meeting my sis sooon >.< This was my first time too penang....all thanks to my beloved aunts who willing to sponsor and arrange everything for me. Thank U and i love u all forever haha. So we safely landed in penang around 8.40am.....wa the weather in penang was really really hot....just like in an oven. After checking in the hotel, we rested for a while before we went shopping.

Around 3 pm the hotel limo came to pick us up to my sis college at Kepala Batas...the trafik was quite smooth and luckily there wasn't any jam...but the blur sotong limo lost his way and we need to take around half an hour to find our way out. At around 4.30pm we finally reached my sis college....i went up to her hostel and gave her surprise haha....she was totally shocked as visiters were not allowed to go up >.< i sneaked up into her hostel without any one notice...
I was really glad to see my sis again....she was very dark already...like a Malay haha

Saturday 6/6/09

Had breakfast in the hotel....after waiting for my sis to complete her homework then we went for a walk along the Mancalista road. The weather was so hot that we almost had sunburn >.< After that we bought lunch and went back to the hotel to have a nap as i was having a terrible headache...if my 6th aunt is around she will definitely give me painkillers haha.

Waited for my other aunts and a group of line dancers to arrive.....as it was a public holiday the trafik jam was terrible....they arrived at around 7 pm and i went down to the lobby to welcome them >.< and i was in time to have a free teh tarik provided by the hotel manager haha

Had dinner with my sis and aunts at the hawker centre along the Mancalista road....it was really stressful for us to find a place to sit coz that place was totally crowded but the foods there were very delicious....no complain >.<

Sunday 7/6/09

It was Daddy's birthday....can't celebrate with him haha.

Followed my aunts and the other line dancer to a line dance charity program....it was quite boring....nothing for me to do haiii coz 6th aunt forget to bring her video camera batteries....so i just helped to take some pictures....

After that its time to send my sis back to her college....i really hate the feeling of sending her off =( but no choice i had to accept the fact that she has to be in Penang for 1 year...

monday 8/6/09

After staying in Penang for 3 days.... its time for us to say goodbye. At 12 noon, my eldest aunt and i took a flight back

Conclusion, i really enjoy my trip to Penang...and thank GOD for letting me to have a chance to reunite with my sis again >.<

My New Puppies >.<

2009-04-26T22:14:00.005+08:00

Let me introduce my two cuttie little puppies.....they are my new darlings

*aren't they cute ^^

Although the both of you had destroy all the things at home....but i still LOVE U PUPPIES....

I hope that the both of you can grow up healthily ya ^^

I will miss u........JIE :'(

2009-04-18T11:36:00.004+08:00

Rachel jie.....i really will miss u la....pls don't go.....i can't imagine my life without u le >.< and u never ever leave this house...this is your first time so please take care okkk. I promise to take care of your dogs and they will miss you tooo....especially dou dou....he will be losing a kind master like you...

Sorry jie, i can't send you off...coz i got school and my mid-year examination is around the corner...

Updates!!!

2009-04-14T20:39:00.009+08:00

Its been a long time since the last time i updated this blog. Sorry.....bloggie i really don't have time to update you ^^ Ok....this will be a short update on our first visiting to Hospital Sultanah Aminah paediatric ward as i just received some pictures from chua

*This what happened when the weather was soooo hot + no fan + no air corn

*Oh mannn!!! Tina and I were forced to act during a story telling session.....

*Now will be our outing time......

*We were at Roost Cafe.....we found a crown ....and this happened after we notice the crown haha^^

*the 4 of us ^^

*see the differences between a modern specs and an old fashion specs ^^

This was our first visit to the hospital....but luckily we have another chance to go there again.... i really miss the time we had together >.<

Holidays are ending soon :'(

2009-03-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hai.....so the school holidays are coming to an end...and the next school term will be starting soon. Oh Mannnn....i haven't finish enjoying my holiday yet and now its gonna end....this type of feeling is 'Terrible'...i really love holidays : ) But this holiday seems quite boring to me....other then doing homework and revision.....there aren't any intresting things for me to do :(

I really don't understand why dogs are afraid of thunders...Now I need to do some research so that can help me poor dogs to overcome this problem. Hai....its really heart breaking to see them escaping during thunder storms. Once when i was young daddy told me that dogs are afraid of the low frequncy sounds that produce by the thunders....so during one thunder storm evening i went and cover one of my dogs ears so that it can't hear the horrible sound.....but my poor dog was still shivering in fear.....after doing that I only realise how naive I am hahaha ^^

After doing some research I realise that it is not uncommon for dogs to be frightened of thunder, firecrackers or other loud sounds. These types of fears may develop even though our dog has had no traumatic experiences associated with the sound. Many fear related problems can be successfully resolved. However, if left untreated, our dog's fearful behavior will probably get worse. So, I think I shall create a safe hiding place for my darling doggies so that they won't be fearful anymore.... : )

Yippy....Its Holiday Again !!!

2009-03-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

So the March holidays is here once again......but unfortunately there are so much homework awaiting for me :(

Last thursday SPM results were finally out.....and guess what.....my sis successfuly achieved 10 1A and 1 2A... 'Congratulation ya JIE' ^^ Hai......so now its my turn to face this horrible examination. After seeing my sis achievement ....i'm really stressed up. I really hope to get such good result tooo....but i think this would be impossible if i didn't put effort in my academic haha
Now.....I should work really hard so that my dream will come true one day >.<

Our first monthly test had finally over and the results were out tooo....but seriously i'm quite dissapointed with my result :( Hai....hopefully this test will be a lesson for me to do better in the next exam >.<

Stephen and Ivy's Wedding

2009-02-07T09:16:00.000+08:00

6th of February was one of the most memorable day for our family as it was Stephen (my cousin) and Ivy's wedding.

*Stephen and Ivy ^^

Stephen and Ivy arrived at about 12 noon, luckily i was back from school and was in time to attend their tea ceremony hahahaha.......Scroll down to see more pictures >.<

*tea set for the wedding tea ceremony.

*my second aunt who sponsored the wedding cake >.<

*A Happy Family >.<

*Stephen, my granduncle, ivy.

*Stephen, Ivy and Stephen's parents.

*Stephen, my eldest aunt, ivy

*Stephen and ivy serving my second aunt.

*Stephen, my eldest uncle's wife, ivy

*The loving couple with my fifth aunt and her husband.

*and now the couple are serving my sixth aunt >.<

*This is my seventh aunt.

*The couple with my youngest aunt.

*My sis and i receiving angpows from Stephen and Ivy ^^ (yippy!!! luckily i was back from school in time to receive angpows haha)

After the tea ceremony, the others went out for lunch with Stephen and Ivy. Too bad i can't join them because i had physics tuition after that hahaha >.<

Time Flies^^

2008-12-28T19:19:00.000+08:00

Hey people time really flies and school is starting soon. Hai.....next year will be another hectic year for me as i will be sitting for my SPM examintion soon haha >.< Next year can considered a really busy year and i really hope that GOD can continue to guide me in my life and studies.

This post may considere my last post for this year (2008)..... I have nothing much to say by the way i just want to thank everyone who gave me support and love in my live. I sincerely apologise upon the things that i had done that dissapoint all of you. Please forgive me ya^^

Jingle Bell...Jingel Bell....Jingel All The Ways ^^

2008-12-14T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hey peoples christmas is around the corner...Hurray!!! Santa Claus is coming to town again haha.

* See this little santa claus is flying to distribute presents haha*

By the way some little puppies are popping out to say 'MERRY CHRISTMAS'

*Puppy NO.1

*Puppy No.2

*Puppy No.3 and 4

*Puppy No.5

Hey aren't they cute haha >.<

Line Dance For Good Health, Peace And Joy 2008^^

2008-12-09T10:01:00.000+08:00

Hey!!! the 'Lim's Family Dance Party' is back again ......We had planed this line dance party for almost a year and thanks GOD it turned up fine and awesome man haha. For your information our family had organised this event for FOUR years already. This line dance party had accompany me for four years and maybe more as time pass. It was a total success once again, yippy......hurray!!!!>.<

As usual i'm the DJ for this event. OMG!!!! i'm totally stressed up for this event..... As for this year daddy wasn't around to help up b'coz he was busy with the christmas rhersal in church so i have no choice need to handle the whole event by MYSELF. But fortunately nothing bad happend haha. Guess what.....I don't even have time to take my lunch and no break for me b'coz when the moment my sis took over some problems took placed and she went panic......she even came looking for me in the toilet to help her up......I have no complain for this event only that Tiong Hua Manangement had changed the speakers to hang up speakers causing some echoes.....so i had learned a lesson....dear aunt don't talk too much during the event coz the echo is terrible haha ^^

Almost 300-400 people turned up for this event. People from Singapore, Pontian, Segamat, KL and other places came to give us their support. For four years these peoples had been so supportive. Although many peoples hope this event will last forever as time passed but i really hope that we better have a rest next year coz i'm totally tired of being the DJ already......

But from this event there is something good that i appreciate the most that is the LIM's FAMILY was so united......all our us sacrifies our time and strength to make this event a success. One Conclusion "Nothing Is More Important Than A United Family">.<>.<

A Trip to Kota Tinggi Medical Camp

2008-11-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

The rotary club had organised a one day trip to the Orang Asli Medical Camp. It was a Sunday so i decided to join the others for this trip. There are all together 6 interactors went for this camp. Ms Azean and Ms Nurulaine also came along as they are our teacher advisor. As usual we departed late. After that we went to Taman Indah to meet Dr. Edwin, he is one of our rotarians. We met him at his vetenerian clinic to pick up some gifts for the orang asli. The rotarians treat us breakfast as they were quite afraid that we interactors will faint during the camp. All thanks to our kind rotarians for their wonderful breakfast. We don't have enough time to enjoy our breakfast because we are almost late haha >.<

After breakfast we continue our journey to the orang asli camp. The road to the orang asli camp was quite narrow so there are some difficulties for us as there are all together 6 cars came along. But thank god Ms Azean managed to park her car at the oil palm plantation. Then later on we help the rotarians to carry the gifts that they had bought for those orang asli. Although we lack of man power but we ladies manage to prove that we are strong enough to do the guy's job^^

The rotarians had set up a medical camp at the orang asli village. So today our job is to help to give out gifts to all the orang asli. Through this trip i finally noticed that the rotarians are really really kind they were Dr. Edwin, Mr Siva, Mr Mj, Mr Steven (known as the banana guy) ....... They had kindly donated gifts such as bottles of oils, sacks of rice, cartens of eggs, can foods, clothes, shoes, stationaries, books, hats and many many more things. Although today's weather was quite hot in the morning but we interactors do really enjoy helping the orang aslis to carry things to their house.

Before this trip, i really don't know and never wonder how orang asli live is. Today i finally seen it with my eyes what type of condition they live in. They live in a place that is far away from the city and they never have a chance to interact with the outside world. When they saw us coming in a huge group they were quite afraid of us, they don't even dare to come near us. I really felt sad for them when the moment i saw the little kids wearing clothes that are torn and dirty, i really wanted to help them but that is all i can do. But luckily the rotarians are always there to give them medical and financial support.

Yippy!!! Exam Finally Over ^^

2008-11-11T20:19:00.000+08:00

Finally our year end examination had past. For about 3 weeks sitting for this examination, i had totally exhausted due to insufficient of sleep. But now i can finally sleep peacefully ^^

For this 3 weeks of examination, i finally experience the love of GOD in my live. Without HIS love i won't have the confident and strength to face this examination. As you all know that i wasn't prepared to face this examination, it was GOD who brought me through. I really thank GOD whole heartedly for his love, i really feel fortunate to know GOD in my live. From this examination, i finally know that I'm not alone to face all the challenges in my life as HE is always by my side giving me full support and encouragement. Through his love i also noticed that I'm not qualify to compete with anyone in this examination because i don't even have the strength to overcome my own weakness, how would i qualify to compete with others?

I'm being stupid and foolish for these past few years. Giving myself so much pressure and stress..... Now i finally know that no. 1 is nothing in my life , there is something more important than that.....And now i finally found the answer to it .....i hope that this answer will lead me towards the road of success^^

OMG!!! Exam......

2008-09-27T19:53:00.000+08:00

Its almost the end of September and our year end examination is around the corner tooo. OMG!!! the sudden change in the exam date really gave me a fright. This shows that time pass so fast till we can't even stop it. At this very moment i really hope that time just stop there right now so that i can just catch up with it^^

The Raya holidays have just started....but unfortunately i can't enjoy this 1 week of holidays as i have to sit for my year end examination that will begin after the holidays. Seriously, i have completely lost my self-confident to face this examination. This few days i'm totally stressed up. Everything that came into my mind are about exam.....exam and exam. I really hate it......as stress will just make me even tired as usual. I'm had been losing sleep for the past few days and i think i'll continue to loss my precious sleep untill this year end examination end.....haiiii.....:(

GOD.....please tell me what should i do right now. I'm really confuse with all the decision that i made. I'm really tired with all this and i wonder how long could i stand. I'll continue to seek for YOUR guidance in my life as i know that i'm not alone......YOU will always beside me giving me full support in every decision that i made.

My prayers:

O Lord,
you are the way, the thruth and the light of my life.
Please give me strength
to face all the challenges in my life.
As i admit that i'm a siner,
but with the precious blood
that You had shield for me,
I'm free from any evil one and sins.
I'm not alone to face this incoming examination
as i know that You are always with me.
You won't let me face all this by myself.
I really need my confident back.....
I pray that God
please give me guidance to find back my confident.
I give thanks
upon everything that YOU had sacrifies for me.
As a child of YOURS
i thank you for the love and care YOURS in my life.
Thank You.......

Holidays.......

2008-08-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

Haha school holidays are back again. Time flies and now its almost the end of August. Yippy, school monthly test had been canceled....its really a great good news for all of us. But unfortunately we, the form 4 students had to sit for a series of diagnostic test....hai....but its ok....this test seems to be quite easy^^

So....the school holidays is back and it has already reached the 5th day of holidays...Hai, this shool holidays seems quite boring as there's nothing intresting for me to do. Although mummy is around for this whole week of holidays but seriously i'm going mad due to boardness....as for my sis she's always out of house or busy doing her add maths project, furthermore she's going to sit for her spm examination in a few months time....so poor sis this holidays seems to be a busy holidays for you ya.....

Sis i do really want to congratulate u for not being choosen to join NS. Seriously i'm quite afraid as bad luck always overwhelmed me haha. But if this is GOD's plan, i have no choice....i have to accept it. So I'll continue to pray hard to seek for GOD guidance.

'i volunteer'

2008-08-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday the 2nd of August, our Tebrau Interact had organized a community service project to the Care United Club Johor Bahru merdeka celebration. At first i really don't feel like going as it was a Saturday - my weekend gone.....But i really never regret joining this trip haha.

That morning as usual we have to wait for the arrival of the bus at about 9.15 am. When the moment we reached its time for us volunteer workers to have our briefing. After the briefing, the childrens had also arrived. When i saw these little childrens entered the hall, i just had this feeling that is to love all of them. Those little childrens really very cute and adorable.

But i don't know whether my group was lucky or unlucky as we have all together 15 'indian' children from S.K (T) Desa Cemerlang and S.K (T) Mardos. Luckily my group had an expert in taking care of childrens that is Justin. All thanks to you Justin, you had really saved our lives or else i really don't have any idea in taking care of childrens as I'm the youngest in the family haha.

As usual there are always little arguments among childrens. There was an incident where boy A stole boy B things and boy B was so angry till he doesn't want to eat the burger and cake for tea break. Justin, Faidah, Tina and i use all sought of ways to cheer him up but still no use.....hai.... But after a while this little boy had cooled down and become cheerful again.

Small childrens they are like a little angle that brought joy and hope in our life, if next year we have chance, i really hope to gather with this childrens again.

Happy Birthday ^^

2008-07-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

Yippy u know what.....today is my birthday. I'm older by one year now that is 16 years old. Huh, i turning old in a few years time. But unfortunately i'm up with this 'cruel' flu that attack me a few days ago, all thanks to you sis.....u pass this flu to me.

I didn't expect much on my birthday because all of us do have a chance to celebrate our birthday every year in our whole life time. As usual i slept around 1.00am this morning, the first birthday wish that i get is from my best friend, Tina. Thanks Tina for remembering my birthday >.< When i was in school, i really didn't expect that the guys in my class to remember my birthday more than the girls in my class. Although i'm quite dissapointed, but u guys do really touched me a lot today. Chua.....thanks for remembering my birthday tooo, i thought u have forgotten all about it haha. Daddy thanks for your cake...the cake was wonderful and it was the best and delicious cake that i ever had in my life.

So today is my birthday. Let me see what is my birthday wish? First, i hope that all my family members and friends stay healthy and happy forever. Second, i hope that i can be strong and never give up in life. Third, i hope that can come closer to GOD. Forth, i hope that the friendship relation between my friends and i could last forever. Ya, these are my Birthday Wish!!!!

New Experience

2008-07-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday the 7th of July my friends and i had went to Sekolah Menengah Tasik Utara to join some sought of NIE program that was organised by the New Straits Times. At 7.50 am we waited at the canteen for Cik Hellen car. But guess what....we waited and waited.....at 8.30am we finally saw her car arrived at the school gate. We were afraid that we will be the last to reach the destination as in the letter it was stated that the NIE program will starts at 8.30am.

We manage to reach Sekolah Tasik Utara on time. As we were in the car we were quite afraid because we don't have any clue what was actually happening. Suprisingly the program was very fun and intersting. Our facillitator Mr. Haridon was a intresting person, he made the whole event full with excitement and live. Although we were being distributed in to groups and had to separate from our own friends and join the other student from other school but i manage to make friends with they all. Some of them were quite amusing. My gangs and i had created our own rocket and launched it at the field. Although it was considered a failure but the most important thing is we gain a lot of knowledge and experienced through this experiment.

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Today the japanese students from Reishesha High School visit our school. But seriously, you guys are very 'punctual'......make us wait from 8.00am to 10.ooam. In the beginning was very scary as we don't know each other and we have some difficulty in communicating. Time pass and we started to take the courage to talk to them. Luckly the girl sitting beside me-Amiko understand a little bit.

The perfomances were quite special this year, but i hope that there will be more improvement for the next event.

For the students from Reishesha High School i hope that you all enjoy your trip to SMK Sri Tebrau. Thanks for being my new friends Amiko and Ayumi >.<

Stress!!!

2008-07-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

Everybody will definitely have stress in life. Although in some people stress may be some sought of encouragement but in some people stress may be a kind of depression. Am i right? In everyday life why do we have to face all this stress? Stress you are very annoying, very very annoying...please leave me alone stress....please.

I don't know why am i feeling down, frustrated, all kinds of emotion overwhelmed me at this very moment. Maybe because of the coming examination or IU Day or whatever that are happening in this month caused me to be very busy and tired.

I really feel like crying out all my troubles and frustration to GOD but every time i faced GOD i really felt sorry because every time i bring so much worries and troubles to him. GOD you really done a lot of miraculous job in my life...i thank you for everything that you give me. Your love have brought warm and comfort to me. GOD please lead me out of this type of life i really very tired and maybe can't stand any longer...please.

Although peoples around me cares a lot and always show their concerned towards me, i really thank all of you who care for me. I really sorry for being rude at sometimes due to all this stress that i haven't overcome in my life. I really want to say sorry to you all.

You Know What!!!!

2008-06-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hey hey i'm back. Time pass quickly and holidays is gonna end. Wait a second, it seems that holidays had just started and its gonna end, what the heck ... i have not finish enjoying my holidays...God please don't let it pass so fast i do really want to enjoy it, please.
Today daddy took my sister and i out to have lunch at Kenny Rodger. By the way, before we went to Tebrau City, daddy had to rush back to church to turn on one 'switch' although today was his off day, poor daddy. At Kenny Rodger we do really enjoy a delicious lunch, all thanks to daddy, i love you daddy. After lunch, we had a walk at Tebrau City before we headed back home.

On the way back, daddy remember he forget to buy dog snacks, so we went all the way to the pet shop located at Permas Jaya to get some dog snacks for my darling doggies. Wow, at the pet shop have all kinds of dogs and cats. They were so lovely. There was a persion cat it seems to like me a lot but too bad i can't bring it back as my house is a dog house and no cats are allow into my house or it have to lose it live. 'Sorry darling'.

Oh ya this Sat is daddy birthday. 'Happy Blessed Birthday to Daddy' Wishing daddy good health forever and may God bless you abundantly. Ok thats all for now.

What a day!!!!!

2008-03-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

Today is a cloudy and raining day. Where have the Sun gone???? Did it disappeared suddenly just like that or did someone stole it from the universe???? My mood was same as today weather - gloomy and down. As the school holidays had finally arrived and will be ending soon, i suddenly taught that time passed so fast like a rocket departing into space, so fast and fast it went until i couldn't chase after it. I sat down calmly and started thinking; what have i done during this "short" school holidays???? Studying, reading, watching televisyen, surfing the net, etc. Maybe some of you guys will think that what a boring life style i have, but telling the truth i do actually enjoy it as all this activities had already embedded in my daily life. But right now i have a weird thinking that is - God please slow down the time to enable me to do more interesting things.

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God"