Merry Christmas!!!

Hmm....tomorrow is Christmas Eve already, so i think its time for me to do my job that i promised Jie...

*Little Santa Claus wishing everyone a Blessed Christmas!!!



*Our Christmas Tree



*Some presents under the christmas tree...Jie try to spot your present bah^^

*This is daddy's christmas hamper...now it's fully wrapped up (Jie did u notice your santa claus had loss its nose haha....not my fault ah)

*After we unwrapped it....it turned up to be like that haha^^



*Jie....i know u will like these....but too bad....we finished up 1 bottle within less than half an hour haha ^^

That's all for the time being...the turkey will be served either tomorrow or during christmas day...but you have a picture of it right...

~Merry Christmas to everyone~

The end of my high school life >.<

After struggling for 3 weeks of SPM examination....finally spm had come to a fullstop. What we had done is a past....so now lets focus on the things that are ahead of us.

So spm had finally passed and that was also the end of my high school life...after the month of December i will be heading for my National Service camp at Tangkak....i will gonna miss everything here in Johor Bahru and start my new life in Kem Sri Ledang.... I shall commit the following months of my life in GOD's hand...there's nothing that i can do right now but just to have faith in HIM >.<

I'm quite tired now....i don't know whether it's because now i finally can put down the burden that i kept deep within my heart...after chemistry paper 3 while i was heading home...suddenly a terrible headache attacked me....i think its the stress that accumulated throught out spm haha
Although spm was over but my gastritis problem seems to be worsen...hopefuly it won't develop into peptic ulcer....wish me luck bah >.<

Christmas is coming soon....and i'm looking forward to it ^^ Since i was young until now i still love the christmas atmosphere...i love seeing those christmas tree that are lighted up with little glowing lights and decorated with colourful decorattion....But this year i won't be celebrating christmas with Jie...so sad...Haiii Jie the next time we meet will be Chinese New Year bah...don't miss me ok haha ^^

26th of November

This is the day that i will remember throughout my life...

For about 6 years grandma had left us...everything that happened 6 years ago still appear vividly in my mind...

I will never forgive myself for turning away when u opened your eyes to see the world for the last time. I didn't think so much at that moment...all i want is just to let u have a good rest but i didn't know that u left me just like that...i shouldn't have turned away....i really cried my heart out everytime i thought of u...although u broke the promise we made together but i will still work hard to make this promise a reality...

I Love U forever , GRANDMA !!!!

Stress before SPM...

Next Wednesday spm will be begin...i keep telling myself to hang on and be strong to face this examination...and i really have to do it....although i really can't stand all this stress anymore but i believe that GOD will continue to give me strength.

Do you all know that stress really can change a person? I really can feel the changes in me... hopefully i'm not facing depression haha. This is the last week before spm and why are u doing this to me? Seriously i'm really tired but my mind keep on thinking of spm....what will happen to me if i don't get good result? Will my future vanished if i don't get good result? All these questions will keep on appearing in my mind...and i seriously going crazy thinking all of these.

I became more emo, moody this few days. I just trying to be happy and nonchalant in front of my family members but seriously my inner soul wasn't doing so. Jie...did u experience all this before your spm....i think u did right....thats why sometimes u were moody and u ignored me...Jie i finally know how u feel....really sorry for so not understanding last time.

But i will try my best to sit for this examination...if i can get good result hopefully i will get into matric....if not maybe i will be doing faundation in science in Aimst, Kedah before doing medicine...coz i really don't want to waste 2 years in Form 6...so thats the only choice >.<

Jia you....MELISSA u can do it.... GOD is always by your side >.<

The Greatest Love....

The greatest love that i experience in my life is the love from GOD...this love is a wonderful love which cannot be replace by any other people loves towards me....even my parents love will not be as great as that because HE is the one who holds my hand and bring me into this world... if GOD doesn't love me why would HE bring me into this world?

People will start to wonder why am i saying this...actually the things that i wanted to say is that although we can't see HIM or touch HIM but HE really do love everyone of us.

I was really stressed and tired recently...but one day when i was experiencing stress again GOD touched me through sister weiwan. At that very moment, tears started to roll down my eyes... i suddenly feel that GOD is really by my side...HE never leave me a single step...and the most important thing is HE LOVES ME. He passed HIS message through sister weiwan who gave me encouragement to be strong. Every single words that weiwan shared with me through MSN seriously touched me a lot. Thank you sis... I feel that i'm really foolish...trusting things that are temporary and maybe not even true at all and neglecting the thruth....come on MELISSA....wake up.....

All i want to share is that whenever we faced with difficulties in life, try to turn to GOD, seek guidance from HIM, and lastly follow and trust whatever HE said.

'GOD Loves Everyone of us...'

Spm is coming soon....

Another 42 more days to go, the days left before spm are getting lesser, lesser and lesser....spm will be coming real soon. Am i prepared for this examination?? I seriously don't know... Stress and pressure level in me are increasing day by day...My headache and gastritis problems are getting worst day by day....what should i do???

7 days a week, 24 hours a day...will it be enough for me to do my last revision before spm??? I really very afraid of this exam as it will determine my future...i really want to follow Jie's footsteps but the problem is i'm not as smart as she is :(

I can't stand it anymore.....

God....please tell me what should i do? I really can't stand it anymore....and i really wonder how long would i survive???? Maybe i'm too weak and sensitive with everything that are happening around me...but what should i do...should i just ignore everything and pretend nothing happened? But how can i ignore it? I'm not dead...i'm really frustrated now. I even vent all my frustration on a poor little volly ball during PJ lessons hahaha...thats what Chua taught me to do ^^ but my hands are seriously painfull after doing that....so i think that is not a good idea...hmmm

Everyone including family members and friends told me to forget and ignore everythings that happened but i really can't do it....whenever i think about it...tears will start to roll down from my eyes....i really hate myself for going through all this...but i have no choice as all this are already written in the book of life. But none of you have been through this....no one will understand what i feel right now....only God knows. What do he want somemore....i really don't have the intention to compare my marks with him....all i want is to acheive all A's in my trial exam...but why do he still want to compare with me....he is already so smart and intelligent and defeating me in most of the subjects....isn't that enough?? Or you want me to die in front of you and vanish in this world only you will be satisfied??

Be strong....be strong....this is the word that i keep reminding myself....but can i do it? I really don't know...God please help me....

Family gathering ^^

I had abundant this blog for a long long time...so its time to update ^^

Last friday night Jie finally came back from Penang....daddy and i went to pick her up at the airport....both of us were dozzing off while waiting for jie...^^

Since jie is back...we had a family gathering at a nearby korean restaurant. Too bad mummy had missed all the good foods haha. Here are some pictures we took during the dinner.

*Makan time

*Jie...you better eat as much as u can or else when you go back to Penang you will not have the chance to eat all this good food again ^^

*After dinner it was chit chat time and we even had free yakult drink from the restaurant owner

Its time to say goodbye

2 weeks had passed and 'TOMORROW' you will be going back to Penang once again....

Seriously i really enjoyed this 2 weeks with your presence....you had brought back the laugther and joyful atmosphere to our house....But why can't time just stop right here? i really don't like the feeling of sending you off....we have been together for 17 years and i think thats why i'm reluctant to let you go.....still remember the times where we used to fight, quarelled, and bully each other when we were young and thats is where our relationship had build....

Goodbye....JIE.....and do take care ya....don't let the 'Charlie' stink you ok ^^

'HUGZ HUGZ '

i can't wait for that day to come ^^

Another two more weeks ......... just another TWO more weeks ..... youwill be back....wohoo i'm sooo happy and eager to welcome you home once again ^^ Maybe i will be asleep when you reach home...but wake me up anytime okkk ^^I know....you can't wait to come home right? Be patient la...two weeks will just pass by with a blink of our eyes hahaha

hm....but you will be back for only TWO weeks....TWO weeks later you will be leaving again... haiii and i'm gonna miss you AGAIN......

When you come back...you must drive me wherever i want to go okkk.... coz its a long time since you drove...haha maybe you have forgotten how to drive...but i don't care ^^

And good luck for your coming exam... Jia you oh JIE!!!

mixed feeling....

Just received the NS result....the message wrote tahniah!!! I was wondering whether i should be happy or sad... Maybe GOD has a wonderful plan for me by giving me this result.... i promised to take this result as a blessing from YOU and i really did it....and right now i just have to say Thank You Father Jesus for giving me this ^^

And you...sis...one word to describe you...bad bad bad...
When the moment you know that i selected for NS.....you were laughing so happily and histerically. OH MY GOD how can you do this to your sis :'( but its ok....just laugh as much as you can..i won't mind as long as you are happy...everything its fine with me. Really miss your laughter la.... hahaha ^^

So now i guess....i just need to study really hard to achieve good result in my SPM examination.... so that my dream will come true with the guideness of GOD>

my doggies ^^

Jie this post is specially made for u...u said that u missed the doggies at home so i will post some current pictures for u ya ^^

*Jaya (still healthy and active as usual)

*Putih (our little princess)

*Your favourite dou dou (sorry dou dou is camera shy hahahaha)

*Brown Brown (very obedient dog)

*Blackie (naughty and greedy as usual)

puppies^^

*This are some pictures of my little puppies ....

June Holidays

I haven't been blogging for a long long time....since i'm quite free this school holidays so i'll post some intresting things that happend during this June holidays.

Friday 5/6/09

Woke up around 4.30am to have my breakfast before heading for the airport. Around 5.30am 5th aunt and her husband came to pick us up. After that, my eldest aunt and i waited at the departure hall as our boarding time was 6.45am...oh man we were damn early haha. The plane was late it came at around 7 am.....i was so excited coz i will be meeting my sis sooon >.< This was my first time too penang....all thanks to my beloved aunts who willing to sponsor and arrange everything for me. Thank U and i love u all forever haha. So we safely landed in penang around 8.40am.....wa the weather in penang was really really hot....just like in an oven. After checking in the hotel, we rested for a while before we went shopping.

Around 3 pm the hotel limo came to pick us up to my sis college at Kepala Batas...the trafik was quite smooth and luckily there wasn't any jam...but the blur sotong limo lost his way and we need to take around half an hour to find our way out. At around 4.30pm we finally reached my sis college....i went up to her hostel and gave her surprise haha....she was totally shocked as visiters were not allowed to go up >.< i sneaked up into her hostel without any one notice...
I was really glad to see my sis again....she was very dark already...like a Malay haha

Saturday 6/6/09

Had breakfast in the hotel....after waiting for my sis to complete her homework then we went for a walk along the Mancalista road. The weather was so hot that we almost had sunburn >.< After that we bought lunch and went back to the hotel to have a nap as i was having a terrible headache...if my 6th aunt is around she will definitely give me painkillers haha.

Waited for my other aunts and a group of line dancers to arrive.....as it was a public holiday the trafik jam was terrible....they arrived at around 7 pm and i went down to the lobby to welcome them >.< and i was in time to have a free teh tarik provided by the hotel manager haha

Had dinner with my sis and aunts at the hawker centre along the Mancalista road....it was really stressful for us to find a place to sit coz that place was totally crowded but the foods there were very delicious....no complain >.<

Sunday 7/6/09

It was Daddy's birthday....can't celebrate with him haha.

Followed my aunts and the other line dancer to a line dance charity program....it was quite boring....nothing for me to do haiii coz 6th aunt forget to bring her video camera batteries....so i just helped to take some pictures....

After that its time to send my sis back to her college....i really hate the feeling of sending her off =( but no choice i had to accept the fact that she has to be in Penang for 1 year...

monday 8/6/09

After staying in Penang for 3 days.... its time for us to say goodbye. At 12 noon, my eldest aunt and i took a flight back

Conclusion, i really enjoy my trip to Penang...and thank GOD for letting me to have a chance to reunite with my sis again >.<

My New Puppies >.<

Let me introduce my two cuttie little puppies.....they are my new darlings

*aren't they cute ^^

Although the both of you had destroy all the things at home....but i still LOVE U PUPPIES....

I hope that the both of you can grow up healthily ya ^^

I will miss u........JIE :'(

Rachel jie.....i really will miss u la....pls don't go.....i can't imagine my life without u le >.< and u never ever leave this house...this is your first time so please take care okkk. I promise to take care of your dogs and they will miss you tooo....especially dou dou....he will be losing a kind master like you...

Sorry jie, i can't send you off...coz i got school and my mid-year examination is around the corner...

Updates!!!

Its been a long time since the last time i updated this blog. Sorry.....bloggie i really don't have time to update you ^^ Ok....this will be a short update on our first visiting to Hospital Sultanah Aminah paediatric ward as i just received some pictures from chua

*This what happened when the weather was soooo hot + no fan + no air corn

*Oh mannn!!! Tina and I were forced to act during a story telling session.....

*Now will be our outing time......

*We were at Roost Cafe.....we found a crown ....and this happened after we notice the crown haha^^

*the 4 of us ^^

*see the differences between a modern specs and an old fashion specs ^^

This was our first visit to the hospital....but luckily we have another chance to go there again.... i really miss the time we had together >.<

Holidays are ending soon :'(

Hai.....so the school holidays are coming to an end...and the next school term will be starting soon. Oh Mannnn....i haven't finish enjoying my holiday yet and now its gonna end....this type of feeling is 'Terrible'...i really love holidays : ) But this holiday seems quite boring to me....other then doing homework and revision.....there aren't any intresting things for me to do :(

I really don't understand why dogs are afraid of thunders...Now I need to do some research so that can help me poor dogs to overcome this problem. Hai....its really heart breaking to see them escaping during thunder storms. Once when i was young daddy told me that dogs are afraid of the low frequncy sounds that produce by the thunders....so during one thunder storm evening i went and cover one of my dogs ears so that it can't hear the horrible sound.....but my poor dog was still shivering in fear.....after doing that I only realise how naive I am hahaha ^^

After doing some research I realise that it is not uncommon for dogs to be frightened of thunder, firecrackers or other loud sounds. These types of fears may develop even though our dog has had no traumatic experiences associated with the sound. Many fear related problems can be successfully resolved. However, if left untreated, our dog's fearful behavior will probably get worse. So, I think I shall create a safe hiding place for my darling doggies so that they won't be fearful anymore.... : )

Yippy....Its Holiday Again !!!

So the March holidays is here once again......but unfortunately there are so much homework awaiting for me :(

Last thursday SPM results were finally out.....and guess what.....my sis successfuly achieved 10 1A and 1 2A... 'Congratulation ya JIE' ^^ Hai......so now its my turn to face this horrible examination. After seeing my sis achievement ....i'm really stressed up. I really hope to get such good result tooo....but i think this would be impossible if i didn't put effort in my academic haha
Now.....I should work really hard so that my dream will come true one day >.<

Our first monthly test had finally over and the results were out tooo....but seriously i'm quite dissapointed with my result :( Hai....hopefully this test will be a lesson for me to do better in the next exam >.<

Stephen and Ivy's Wedding

6th of February was one of the most memorable day for our family as it was Stephen (my cousin) and Ivy's wedding.

*Stephen and Ivy ^^

Stephen and Ivy arrived at about 12 noon, luckily i was back from school and was in time to attend their tea ceremony hahahaha.......Scroll down to see more pictures >.<

*tea set for the wedding tea ceremony.

*my second aunt who sponsored the wedding cake >.<

*A Happy Family >.<

*Stephen, my granduncle, ivy.

*Stephen, Ivy and Stephen's parents.

*Stephen, my eldest aunt, ivy

*Stephen and ivy serving my second aunt.

*Stephen, my eldest uncle's wife, ivy

*The loving couple with my fifth aunt and her husband.

*and now the couple are serving my sixth aunt >.<

*This is my seventh aunt.

*The couple with my youngest aunt.

*My sis and i receiving angpows from Stephen and Ivy ^^ (yippy!!! luckily i was back from school in time to receive angpows haha)

After the tea ceremony, the others went out for lunch with Stephen and Ivy. Too bad i can't join them because i had physics tuition after that hahaha >.<