The Greatest Love....

The greatest love that i experience in my life is the love from GOD...this love is a wonderful love which cannot be replace by any other people loves towards me....even my parents love will not be as great as that because HE is the one who holds my hand and bring me into this world... if GOD doesn't love me why would HE bring me into this world?

People will start to wonder why am i saying this...actually the things that i wanted to say is that although we can't see HIM or touch HIM but HE really do love everyone of us.

I was really stressed and tired recently...but one day when i was experiencing stress again GOD touched me through sister weiwan. At that very moment, tears started to roll down my eyes... i suddenly feel that GOD is really by my side...HE never leave me a single step...and the most important thing is HE LOVES ME. He passed HIS message through sister weiwan who gave me encouragement to be strong. Every single words that weiwan shared with me through MSN seriously touched me a lot. Thank you sis... I feel that i'm really foolish...trusting things that are temporary and maybe not even true at all and neglecting the thruth....come on MELISSA....wake up.....

All i want to share is that whenever we faced with difficulties in life, try to turn to GOD, seek guidance from HIM, and lastly follow and trust whatever HE said.

'GOD Loves Everyone of us...'

Spm is coming soon....

Another 42 more days to go, the days left before spm are getting lesser, lesser and lesser....spm will be coming real soon. Am i prepared for this examination?? I seriously don't know... Stress and pressure level in me are increasing day by day...My headache and gastritis problems are getting worst day by day....what should i do???

7 days a week, 24 hours a day...will it be enough for me to do my last revision before spm??? I really very afraid of this exam as it will determine my future...i really want to follow Jie's footsteps but the problem is i'm not as smart as she is :(

I can't stand it anymore.....

God....please tell me what should i do? I really can't stand it anymore....and i really wonder how long would i survive???? Maybe i'm too weak and sensitive with everything that are happening around me...but what should i do...should i just ignore everything and pretend nothing happened? But how can i ignore it? I'm not dead...i'm really frustrated now. I even vent all my frustration on a poor little volly ball during PJ lessons hahaha...thats what Chua taught me to do ^^ but my hands are seriously painfull after doing that....so i think that is not a good idea...hmmm

Everyone including family members and friends told me to forget and ignore everythings that happened but i really can't do it....whenever i think about it...tears will start to roll down from my eyes....i really hate myself for going through all this...but i have no choice as all this are already written in the book of life. But none of you have been through this....no one will understand what i feel right now....only God knows. What do he want somemore....i really don't have the intention to compare my marks with him....all i want is to acheive all A's in my trial exam...but why do he still want to compare with me....he is already so smart and intelligent and defeating me in most of the subjects....isn't that enough?? Or you want me to die in front of you and vanish in this world only you will be satisfied??

Be strong....be strong....this is the word that i keep reminding myself....but can i do it? I really don't know...God please help me....

Family gathering ^^

I had abundant this blog for a long long time...so its time to update ^^

Last friday night Jie finally came back from Penang....daddy and i went to pick her up at the airport....both of us were dozzing off while waiting for jie...^^

Since jie is back...we had a family gathering at a nearby korean restaurant. Too bad mummy had missed all the good foods haha. Here are some pictures we took during the dinner.

*Makan time

*Jie...you better eat as much as u can or else when you go back to Penang you will not have the chance to eat all this good food again ^^

*After dinner it was chit chat time and we even had free yakult drink from the restaurant owner

Its time to say goodbye

2 weeks had passed and 'TOMORROW' you will be going back to Penang once again....

Seriously i really enjoyed this 2 weeks with your presence....you had brought back the laugther and joyful atmosphere to our house....But why can't time just stop right here? i really don't like the feeling of sending you off....we have been together for 17 years and i think thats why i'm reluctant to let you go.....still remember the times where we used to fight, quarelled, and bully each other when we were young and thats is where our relationship had build....

Goodbye....JIE.....and do take care ya....don't let the 'Charlie' stink you ok ^^

'HUGZ HUGZ '

i can't wait for that day to come ^^

Another two more weeks ......... just another TWO more weeks ..... youwill be back....wohoo i'm sooo happy and eager to welcome you home once again ^^ Maybe i will be asleep when you reach home...but wake me up anytime okkk ^^I know....you can't wait to come home right? Be patient la...two weeks will just pass by with a blink of our eyes hahaha

hm....but you will be back for only TWO weeks....TWO weeks later you will be leaving again... haiii and i'm gonna miss you AGAIN......

When you come back...you must drive me wherever i want to go okkk.... coz its a long time since you drove...haha maybe you have forgotten how to drive...but i don't care ^^

And good luck for your coming exam... Jia you oh JIE!!!

mixed feeling....

Just received the NS result....the message wrote tahniah!!! I was wondering whether i should be happy or sad... Maybe GOD has a wonderful plan for me by giving me this result.... i promised to take this result as a blessing from YOU and i really did it....and right now i just have to say Thank You Father Jesus for giving me this ^^

And you...sis...one word to describe you...bad bad bad...
When the moment you know that i selected for NS.....you were laughing so happily and histerically. OH MY GOD how can you do this to your sis :'( but its ok....just laugh as much as you can..i won't mind as long as you are happy...everything its fine with me. Really miss your laughter la.... hahaha ^^

So now i guess....i just need to study really hard to achieve good result in my SPM examination.... so that my dream will come true with the guideness of GOD>