Beginning of 2011!!!

OMG!!! I'm still in holiday mood but classes will begin on next monday...so sad lo...goodbye to my long holiday =( The next long holiday will be after AS exam...haiz this's how life is about

There will be 2 big exam in this year...can i handle it both??? Seriously i don't know...GOD i need your guidance...what should i do after A levels??? should i continue pursuing my dream to be a doctor? or should i change my ambition to be a dentist, physiotherapist, pharmacist...or whatever in the medical field??? After being rejected by JPA and matriks...my self-confidence had drop to a level that make me feel like giving up my dream...

Sometimes it makes me feel that i am a person that fill with failures...whatever i wish to achieve, i always fail to get it...i thought with my spm result i would be able to get into matriks but in the end i didn't get it as well. But sometimes all these failure made me realise GOD has another plan for me...HE doesn't want me to walk the path i wanted...because HE has a better plan for me out there in this world =)

The end of 2010

Today is the last day of 2010...it had been a while since i last updated this blog so today i shall do some updating haha =) Many things happened throughout this whole year...but nevertheless all of these that happened, had left a sweet memories in my life. Some pictures below will do the saying...

July 2010...

I took my first step into Sunway College Johor Bahru. Maybe GOD had a better plan for me here, but seriously i didn't regret coming to sunway JB. I get to know a bunch of friends and lecturers who brought colours into my life

~Friends from A levels July 10

~This will be the time when Mr. Chau gonna leave us..

~December 2010

The most exciting event was Dance For Good Health, Peace & Joy 2010 with Niels Poulsen...My aunts had been planning for this event since the begining of the year and with GOD grace everything turn out well...This is the 6th years we had been organizing this event hope that people that came enjoyed themeselves =)

~My aunts with Niels Poulsen

~see the crowd and guess how many people haha

Last but not least, this year we didn't have any christmas party ,as everyone was away...so we just had a warm and cozy christmas dinner at George and Dragon...The food there was awesome =)

So 2010 is coming to an end...but i really hope that time just stop here because i really don't know what will happen at 2011...may GOD guide us in everything we do =)

A Trip to Kota Kinabalu

From the 19th-22nd 0f April we had a wonderful trip with the Johor Tourist Guides to Kota Kinabalu. This was the most amazing trip i experienced in my life. Kota Kinabalu is a very nice place which brought us close to nature.

The first day, we went to the Lok Kawi wild life park as the Johor tourist Guides and Sabah tourist guides were having their CTRE course. I attended that course as well. Through this course we get to know different types of wild life which were conserved in this park.

~Borneo elephants




~eldest aunt with the elephants

~6th aunt with the elephants (actually we were trying to a picture of an elephant coming out of the pond.... but that elephant didn't want to come out...tooo bad )





~cute little sun bear =)

~Probosis monkey: its a strange type of monkey with a long nose found mainly in Sarawak. Little probosis monkeys will pull their father's nose if they haven't prepare to have new brothers and sisters. Isn't it strange for animals to know family planning haha =)

~Horse

~lazy clouded leopard still sleeping...zzzzz

2nd day

The sun rises around 5.30am in Sabah...around 6.30 am the sun was already shining brightly through the windows...its an indication for us to wake up. After breakfast 2 of my aunts, uncle and 5 other tourist guides were going to conquer Mount Kinabalu. That day their target was to reach the half way house at Laban Rata. The remaining members including my sis, eldest aunt and i we went to the Sabah tea plantation, Poring, Canopy Walk and etc. On the way to Poring (Hot Spring) we saw a sign on the road saying theres a Rafflesia in full bloom. Without hesitation, we went down to explore.

~Rafflesia in full bloom. We were very lucky as Rafflsia flower will bloom for 7 days only and that day was the 4th day.

~Buds of the Rafflesia flower. Wheter they will bloom a not...its all depands on the host. This is a parasitic plant.

3rd day

This is the day where all the climbers were going to continue their way up to the summit of Mount Kinabalu. The good news is.... they managed to reached the peak. Congratulations to all the 8 climbers. I'm really proud of them especially my aunts and uncle =)

~Mount Kinabalu.

~This my 6th aunt who had successfuly arrived at the peak of Mount Kinabalu. I'm really proud of her =) Its really not easy for a person who is afraid of high, darkness and cold to climb to the top of Mount Kinabalu.

Last Day

The Johor and Sabah tourist guides continue with thier CTRE course at the heritage walk. This time i didn't join them...so i accompanied my 6th aunt and sis at the coffee shope. In the coffee shop we had a good talk with our friendly tourist guide from Sabah -James. He is really a knowledgeable person...he shared a lot of things with us. Thank U uncle James for sharing all your precious knowledge with us. This was really a fruitful trip for all of us including the Johor tourist guides. Next time will be my turn to climb Mount Kinabalu haha =)

Its April...

Time passed and now i have already enter the month of April...It's almost 1 month since i left Kem Sri Ledang. But telling the truth...i do really miss all my friends and jurulatih in Kem Sri Ledang. Although i don't really miss the Kem but i do miss those peoples there...strange isn't it haha =)

some memory to refresh back....

~this picture doesn't seems clear...but its a picture of our big family "Kompeni Bravo"

~Pebarisan Kenaikan Pangkat

~Wirawati Kompeni Bravo

~Wirawati of PW3...this are all my dorm mates =) I LOVE U ALL

~These are my friends who will always be there to give me support when i want to give up... cheer me up when i was sad...care for me when i was sick....hold me up when i fell down and continue to text me although we had separated for a month. They are my true friends which i will miss and treasure them forever =) Friendship Forever yea




~Bravo Chinese Girls

~Preparing for 'Flying Fox' =) This is my favourite activity out of so many kinds...begining i was quite afraid but after taking my first step i felt that there isn't anything for me to be afraid of coz it was amazingly fun...some of my friends were screaming and yielding throughout the whole journey but for me i was smilling from the begining till the end haha =)

fourth and fifth day of Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor

4th day

Yesterday morning we went to the A&E department. An medical assitant gave us some briefing about this depatment. This department was very big and it was divided into 3 zone...zon merah(krital), zon kuning(separa kritikal), zon hijau(non-kritikal). In the begining, zon merah have 1 patient only...this patient fainted because of hypotension. zon kuning and hijau have a few patients too. After that, the medical assitant took us in to the minor operation theater. There was another medical assitant stiching a man's head, but we were so unlucky, the minute we stepped into the minor OT, the stiching procedure had ended...haiii. The medical assitant incharge took us around the A&E department and at the same time explained to us the purpose and funtion of different rooms. After explainig, he gave us time to explore this department.

We went straight into the minor OT and we were lucky this time to observe a stiching procedure on an uncle's toes. This uncle met with an accident when he was ridding his motor. His toes was seriously injured...the flesh on his toes were like going to tear off...we can even see his METATARSALS!!!! I know its quite disgusting...2 of my group members went pale after seeing this procedure.

In the afternoon, my group went to the male medical department ward at Block D. These wards were crowded with patients of different sicknesses such as hypertension, diabetes, AIDS, H1N1, etc....In ward D4, there was a HDU room where coma patients have to depend on machine to respirate were placed. There was a patient whose heart suddenly fail to pump...all HO and MO rushed into this room to ressucitate that patient...after failing using CPR, the doctors uses a defibrillator and they succeeded this time. I was lucky to be inside and have the chance to observe the whole procedure.

At night, as i said before, i was on call at the A&E department again. More intresting patients came in during this time. So sad to see an uncle who suffered from cardiac arrest died on the spot when all the doctors failed to ressucitate him. Before i went back there was a baby ammited but its already 10 pm and mummy was waiting for me so i missed out that cases...but according to my friends they said that baby also died on the spot...haiii really sad to hear about it :'(



5th day

Today our program startted earlier then usual. After gathering at the PGMC we headed to the Forensic Department...its a really really long journey to this departmet. When people hear about forensic department...they will automatically know that what's in this department right????A supervisor gave us a short briefing about this department. Actually there's nothing much here... just DEAD BODIES!!!! so everyone should know how does a mortuary smells like right???

Firstly, the supervisor took us to a room where fresh dead bodies are placed. In this room, there a refrigerator where the baby corpses were placed. After explaining, the supervisor let us have a view of the dead bodies. There's a dead foetus on the trolley as well....so poor thing this small little foetus doesn't even have a chance to come into this world :'( Later on we went to the back where the big huge refrigerators for the adult corpses were placed. The supervisor even open the refrigerators for us to observe....DON'T EVER BREATH AT THIS SECTION!!!!! We saw a corpse who was burnt by fire...and another one was a suicide case. After that we were brought into the post-mortem rooms for MO and specialist respectively.

This program ended with a taklimat by Dr. Izam. That's what the whole program is about.

third day of Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor

Today is our third day in HSAJB. Our program started at 9.00am, so after gathering at the PGMC, we headed to the O&G department. Actually there's nothing much at the O&G clinic because today is just for obstetric patients, so sister Hanunaa took us to the labour room which located at the same floor as the operation theater. The surrounding of the labour room was very nice and it was all air conditioned haha ^^

Today was one of my luckiest day...when we were in the labour room...i managed to obeserve the whole process of a mother giving birth to a baby. Wow, that was really a rare chance because we were not supposed to enter the labour room haha ^^I have no regrets today hehe

After that the sister took us to the O&G ward. Firstly we went to the gynaecology ward. This ward consist of patients who have problems regarding female reproductive system. After listening to the sister explaination, we walked around and trried to attach to some houseman and monash medical students. Same as the last two days they told us how miserable life they went through during their housemanship period...everyone of them will mentioned about the 36 hours non stop working...but in conclusion today's doctors gave a lot of encouragement for us to study this field.

After lunch we went to the post -natal and anti-natal ward. The anti-natal ward is for patients who just delivered their babies....there were so many patients here. The post -natal ward is for patients who are suffering from diabetes, high blood pressure and other sickness when they are still in their pregnancy stage. In this ward there were many houseman...so we can freely attached to any one of them. Me and 3 other friends attached to Dr. Hussna. She explained a lot of things about the patients and she even thought us how to examine and write reports about the patients when doing rounds in the ward.

Conclusion: today was an exciting and intresting day...tmr i will be going to the trauma(A&E) department and the medical department...and tmr i will be on call at the A&E department as well till 10 pm ^^

second day of Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Sebagai Seorang Doktor

Today is our second day in HSA under the program mentioned above. So today we went to the surgical department. We went to the Surgical Clinic at around 9am and waited for the sister incharge to come...while waiting a supervisor took us around to explore the surrounding of the surgical clinic...he even took us in to a small operation theater to see the process of endoskopik... the surgeon was quite friendly inside....he allowed us to observe while he was carrying out the minor op.

After that, sister Anchom took us to visit the female surgical ward, male surgical ward and paeds surgical ward. We spent most of our time at the paeds surgical ward playing at chatting with the babies and mothers.

Hmm.....don't feel like writing much here today...quite tired lo....another 3 more days to go haha
...so tmr my group will be going to the O & G department and the forensic ward...i wonder why there are wards in the forensic department...tmr i will find out about it haha

got to go....GOD BLESS